It's just a feeling that I feel..

It's just a feeling that I feel.. 

My wound will never heal 

You've ruined my feelings,I was left alone in a mess 

Couldn't face the rudeness of life alone.. 
I begged you to come back home To lighten up my life once again.. ,
But all that I've done was in vain 
I just couldn't bear the pain.. 
Wish I won't see you ever again 

My heart became more tough..
It's able to block you quite enough 
Wish you were here..
Where you could hear Feel nothing ,but shame.. 
Since you could never blame ,A person who loved you so ..
Where you could never know 

Wish to see the tears of yours.. 
Crying .. begging forgiveness.. Of that person whom you've denied.. 
Didn't care if she had even died 

I hated you from all my heart.. 
Hope that we will always be apart 
I am so sorry to say.. I'll never forgive you in any way.